The Kingdom's Value

23 January 2010 by Ps Hosea at OHGS

i had been blessed with the sermon shared by this pastor and i hope it can be a blessing for my readers as well :)

1. Fokus Kehidupan
- Orang dunia berfokus pada pujian diri sendiri 1 Yoh 2:16-17
- Anak Tuhan berfokus pada Tuhan sehingga qta memuliakan Tuhan Gal 1:10

2. Cara Menafsirkan Kehidupan
- Orang dunia melihat dulu baru percaya
- Anak Tuhan adalah hidup karena percaya bukan karena melihat Ibrani 11:3

3. Pandangan mengenai Uang dan Materi
- Orang Dunia di kontrol oleh uang, kuasa dan keadaan
- Anak Tuhan yang mengontol uang sehingga yang menjadi hamba kita

4. Sikap kita terhadap Tubuh kita
- Orang dunia berfokus pada nafsu, alat kejahatan, etc.
- Anak Tuhan menjadikan tubuh sebagai Bait Allah dan semkin kita kudus, makan kita semakin intim dengan Tuhan 1 Kor 3:16

5. Sikap kita mengenai Masalah
- Orang dunia melihat masalah adalah sesuatu yang tidak menyenangkan dan menyengsarakan
- Anak Tuhan melihat masalah sebagai alat untuk membentuk karakter kita untuk semakin menyerupai karakter Kristus

Janji Tuhan -> Proses -> Penggenapan

So folks, are you waiting for a Promise to be fullfilled by Him?
Hold onto it tightly, never ever let Him go, stay still and faithful during your process time till you finally achieve it.
i am very sure that after you had succesfully overcame the process and received your promise realised, you will cherish that "promise" with all of your heart and wont take it for granted :)

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

is this the sign?

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my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

a deep thought causes a sleepless night

its been a while since i give "a relationship" a really deep thought till i cant sleep!
i conclude that when a guy claims that i-do-believe-in-God and i-go-to-church-every-sunday-never-fails but do not involve in any ministry simply aint enuff
if he reallie loves God, he shud prove it via action
to see how much he loves God is by measuring his willingness to manage his time wisely to serve God no matter how busy he is

i always stick to this mindset of mine
seek a man who fears of God and serious in his ministry
lets be general and more reality, and dont specifically focus on the Christian
when someone has a fear or respect of teacher or parents, he will try his best or do everything accordingly and do not breach the law that may cause sadness to the teacher or parents!

its the same of a man/guy who respect God
he will not do anything that upsets God and breaks the commands of God
when a guy is willing to do something meaningful and respectful to Someone who is unseen
there is no doubt he will be likely very kind to the people around him, furtheremore someone he dearly loves
and in term of a relationship, he will not hurt his girlfriend/soulmate/wife/partner and surely cherish them

well, some people might say there are some free-thinker or non-religious guys out there is thousand times better than a christian guy and i do agree with it because i've met this kinda person
BUT blimey, their kindness will fade when it reaches certain peak or times
nothing last forever in this world except GOD's love, remember?

everything just happened naturally, and its just between two of us
i smile whenever a small window pops up with a familiar sound twinkle and shows a very long "Halo" and "Anne" in my FB
whenever my phone vibrates and his name appears in my cellphone, my heart beats
at times, i'll just keep it vibrates and rings till it stops
strangely, i feel such a great relief after my phone stops ringing and the call becomes a missed call and his name turns to be a sms
is this normal or abnormal?

i also dont want to only follow my flesh and fall too deep till cant climb up to get out from the hole
i dont wanna walk in my own path, i would like to walk only after Him
i only want Him to hold my hands and guide me to the direction i should go

i only ask for a heart fills with God's love
to love my soulmate based on Your love, not because "i-like-him-too"
not a lust nor admiration nor even because of the pressure from others which leads to no-choice-option which is temporarily
If he is reallie the one, just open Your way beautifully <3

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

♥ e-mail

From: anne christina rorie (annelicious@live.com)
Sent: 23 January 2010 10.26 pm
To: Jesus Christ (jesus.christ@heaven.com)

Hi Dear J,

This email might be the most mushy e-mail i ever written in my entire life.
but i couldnt hold myself not to write it to YOU
YOU just simply catch my full attention and stay in my heart
always have YOU in my mind every single day

i ♥ YOU
'am falling deeper in ♥ with YOU
my ♥ to YOU grows day by day
would like to keep this ♥ forever till i depart from this earth
because YOU are my true ♥ who never disappoint me
and i want to be YOUR ♥ who makes You smile when YOU think of me

x♥x♥,
your lovely daughter

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

They had moved to the next level

1o.o1.2o1o was my last day together with Cheerful kids
i am pleased to be able to play a small role of their growing phase, although it is only for 6 months.

You-mess-with-me-is-fine-and-i-stay-cool PAMELA
wont forget when Jason was so sarcastic to pamela and yet she stayed and acted cool

introverts JESICCA
sweet and coupon collector SASA
Only those 2 girls who always read and submit their devotions

Mr Commentator JASON GAN
Jason who always comment on the girls who wear or use some expensive thingy like this "cici you see those girl? they are showing off their branded bags" :D

never-ever-separate-us LIM’S MICHAEL AND JASON
i always confused to differentiate Michael and Jason and they always purposely swap themselves to fool me

smart HANS
He is the only one who always bring bible and blimey its a very big and heaby bible
no more words, i am proud of him ;)

JOSHUA who always calls me Mrs Bean because [he said] my face looks like a bean

mature DEA
where she doesnt look that young and her english accent is just superb!

i-don’t-talk-till-you-ask-me CELLINE
she is the shy-est kid amongst all my kids

i-love-peace-and-GOD SUNNY
Sunny asked me very difficult question ie. why does God let war take place/ why dont God kill all the devils/ Why does God let people to suffer/ Why dont God just give peace to everybody, etc.

easy going and down-to-earth THERESIA
will stay in mind when she told me last sunday "Dont cry cici, you still can meet us every sunday" well, i was not crying but because of her saying this, it made me feel so sad!

don’t-call-my-indonesian-name—because-it-sounds-stupid WEI YI
. . . and i do not understand why!

RICH who loves his little brother, Evender dearly
despite of bullying his baby brother, he actually protect him!

yeah time to let them go to the next level and to grow :)

and myself? gonna move on with the new kids and new class !!!

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

n e x t is . . . *jump ups and down*

Nutella Swirl Cupcakes

Tiramisu

Raspberry Cheesecake

blimey, ive found this great site
It teaches the easiest recipe ive ever known, baby!
will expertise it so i can make some for the this year's xmas!
seeing all those delicious cakes with the bright colours drill up my adrenalin and my excitement makes me cant sleep =_="

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

wake up calling

i ♥ arts and crafts.
i ♥ kids.
i ♥ baking.
i ♥ design.
i ♥ colours.
i ♥ fantasy.
i ♥ fashion.

The only job which allows me to do all my favourites, where i can meet toddlers everyday; where i can prepare the arts and crafts for the activity; where i can see lots of colours in a simple white paper; where once a while i can bake cake or cook food for my loves; where i can tell the fairy tale story and bring them to my imaginary sweetly and i still can wear fashionable, classy and non-formal outfit is being a K I N D E R G A R D E N T E A C H E R

when i do the researh about it in Singapore, the primary requirement is the applicant must have, at least Diploma in Certificate in Pre-School Teaching (CPT) or Diploma in Early Childhood Education Teaching (DPT) accredited by MOE Singapore continued with the ability in speaking CHINESE =_="
. . . and another thing that holds me back is, the pay is considered very low ):

see!
"loving" it or "having passion" on something aint enuff to be the only reason to run your dream
sometimes we just cant fight outside circumstances as these are simply beyond our control
many things to consider and i guess i am another victim, who works in not-my-dream-field just for the sake of monies in order to carry on with my life

Thank God, i still can be a Sunday School Teacher
thinking of it really cheer me up to the top ^:^

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

Resolution 2o1o

SPIRITUAL LIFE

1. I am more intimate with GOD by devotion never skip even a single day, read bible everyday, memorize one memory verse each day, improve my prayer intensity and fast regularly.

2. Put my mind and focus more on KidsArmy4Jesus and give my best for the Kids Bible Camp 2010. It will be a meaningful event and the kids will experience God personally.

3. Never fail going to Morning Prayer Every Saturday 10 am

4. Go and participate in one mission trip or visit third world country to be a blesing for them.

LIFESTYLE

1. GYM and JOGGING - twice a week

2. NO dinner/meals/snack after 7 pm

3. Lose more weight, i need another 5 kg to be washed away in order to gain get my ideal weight

4. SAVE SAVE SAVE more monies and LESS LESS LESS spending. Must be able to save double value from what is saved in 2oo9

5. To expertise more in one of my passions, i.e design/baking/cook

6. Keep my hair a lil bit longer and style it as a medium asymmetric bob hairstyle

PERSONAL LIFE

1. More attentive and loving to my Parents and Brothers

2. Go back to Batam more often than last year ie. go back once a month

3. To be a better person ie. more patience and nicer to annoying clients, to be a more smiley person to shed-off my JUTEK face and a blessing to others

4. Start trading shares or indices

5. Find a better job

6. Visit and travel to either one of those cities: Manado - Jakarta - Jawa [Bandung and Surabaya] - Bali - Bangkok - New Zealand - Korea - Israel

7 Prepare something meaningful for Dad and Mom's 25th Wedding Anniversary

8 Start a new relationship.
"Tuhan, sayah mo deh buka hati lagi dan qlo emang Tuhan kehendaki saya siap pacaran lagi taun 2010 ini. saya bukan sekedar nyari pacar ajah karena umur saya udah mendesak untuk ketemu calon suami. saya ga neko neko kok. saya cuman mo mulai relationship baru ini dengan seseorang yang sesuai ama doa saya selama ini. jangan mpe kaya taun lalu tapi ga ada satupun dari mereka yang sesuai dengan yang saya doain, kan ini buat saya stress and dilema banged. saya cuman mau 1 cowo yang langsung cocok ama doa saya. Tapi di atas smuanya biar tetap kehendakMu yang jadi yaaaaa :D"

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . .

Evaluation of Resolution 2oo9

1. Bring at least one more person for JESUS - to be brought forward to 2o1o

2. Memorize one memory verse each day - to be brought forward to 2o1o

3. Never fail going to Morning Prayer Every Saturday 10 am - Successed :) and still to be continued in 2o1o

4. Participate in one Mission Trip - to be brought forward to 2o1o

5. Devoted to Sunday School Ministry - Successed :)

6. My Blog can be a blessing to my readers - Successed :)

7. Being transferred to IG London or IG Melbourne for training - none

8. A fulltime Trader or Dealer - Successed but sadly i rejected it.

9. Take A Master at Aussie - none

10. Lose weight up to 8 kg - successed :)

11. Cut my hair SHORT and Higlight my hair with VERY BRIGHT colours - successed :)

12. Visit and travel to Manado (My Dad's family), Jakarta (Monika), Jogja (Tyas), Surabaya, Bandung and Bali - to be brought forward to 2o1o

13. Shop till drop at Bangkok - to be brought forward to 2o1o

14. Buy and READ Twilight Series Stephanie Meyer (Twilight; New Moon; Eclipse; Breaking Dawn) and Thank You for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern and Remember me by Sophie Kinsella - done for meyer but not yet for ahern

15. Nokia 5800 or N97 - none

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .

confidence-turns-to-confusion-of-life's calling-syndrome attack!

everybody around me are planning for their future nicely and carefully
and most of them are taking some finance exams, licences, courses etc to upgrade themselves
talking about module1, module 2, FSA, and whatever finance-thingy are just everywhere and i am getting tired of it
they all know what they are doing, where they are heading and what they are becoming
pardon me God but yes, i am envy and jealous of them for having such perfect plan ahead while my plan is far far away too simple compared with them

it downgrades my confidence and impacts my morale so much
its just like an uncertainty
frankly, i dont know how to put it across

at first,i dont fancy things like finance [although i love monie$$$] but i love something which i can express myself with my own way and thought!
i ♥ arts and crafts.
i ♥ design.
i ♥ kids.
i ♥ baking.
i ♥ fashion.
i ♥ colours.
i ♥ fantasy.

my degree and current experience simply cant be used for all those things, unless i take additional course of them and i am too lazy to study again

secondly, finance is the only industry that i know offers a very good pay
however, its a torturement in spending the quality of my time doing something i am not so into it

i've been proudly telling my colleagues that i wont take such exams or licences because i have no passion in finance nor i wish to wrack my brain to study
H O W E V E R, something just opened my eyes and mind
i have to be more realistic!
circumstances/society/mass will actually push or indirectly force you to do something you actually dont like

hah! i somehow feel im becky bloomwood in disguise
the finance journalist who doesnt love her job but in order to carry on with her life, she sticks to it. she loves fashion and colours.

and shopping !! :D
aint it sound familiar with my thought above

oh dear, its just the 8th day of January and yet i sound so pathetic! >.<

my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .